Contentment.

Million-dollar question: Will we ever be truly content this side of heaven? 

191. New Job.
So technically it's more hours, but I think my psycho-stressed I can't do anything feeling is going away... for now. :)

192. Thanksgiving.
I love an excuse to count blessings...

193. Cooking, sleeping, crocheting, watching Christmas movies.
Bliss. Oh and a margarita.

194. Hope.
I'd love to feel like I'm not in this in between stage for the rest of my life... but I'm thinking maybe I'd better learn to cope with the feeling rather than wait for it to go away. Hope. One day, I'll be where I was made for... Walking literally beside THE Father.

195. Children.
They really are beautiful beings. They amaze me. I want to be more like them.


196. Reminders that kick you in the behind.
Storytime:: I was sitting thinking about how certain things in my life could be better and how I feel like a failure in so many things lately. God ever so gently reminded me that I haven't laid them at His feet and fallen to my face and prayed about it. Ya, sure I've sent up a "Hey God... Here's what I'm thinking... This is how I feel... Could you please help me with blah blah blah... Help me not be a bleeep to so and so..." But really... I haven't surrendered. I haven't listened. I think I need to shut up more often.